哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里


有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走


你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

RAP：
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白



Ok. as u all know. this is the lyrics for my new blogsong. but , i also hope to give this song to su qin. Haix. even after so many things, i still miss you. I tried and tried to forget u. i tried to make myself busy with shooting and sch but i still cant. I really hope can patch. but even if i say, what will you say ? u will say u are stubborn, u wont patch after break and u also said i am not your type. thats what u are going to say. but , what can i do? i am really crazy without u in my life. it felt like as if something precious was gone in my life. haix. but even if i say here, will you know ? answer is no. because you wont come to my blog derh. thats why. haix. do you really want to let go of those happy memories that we used to have and those fun and laughter ? we had already pass a very big obstacle but yet you say want break, rmb how we used to tok on the phone and how we keep laughing ? haix... I bet you won't because now i guess you don't love me anymore...

Alan was dead on 11.28am .........

Dying Will Flame
10:54 AM;

Morning woke up at 7.45. i remember it clearly. why ? cos my alarm was set at that time and i woke up exactly at that time. LOL. then, listen to songs, chat with frens, then changed and went out. almost late. lucky got dad drive me go jp. thks dad. wahaha. nxt, went up to arcade play a while. ltr go meet my frens. i will be the only boy. so wanted to wait for shah and zhengwei. but they say still a long long way to reach. so i went to play lorh. cleared maps. haha. then, went to find fei fei and huiwen at macdonald. then went to library lorh. at thhere. i found a book by the name of " the way of christ " for christian derh. wanted to read. but suddenly shah arrived. then me and shah discuss something. cnnt say. ltr sir see it i die bodoh !! haha . oops. nvm. then, we waited for zhengwei. then, we three play , listen to song and alot. then, we went off to jp mcdonald eat lunch bah. left fei fei and huiwen at there. sorry worh. :X then, we three ate lorh. at there, playing, then suddenly , shah go push the table to me. i push also. until he knock a girl behind him. LOL . hahaha. Next, me, shah and zhengwei took 240 to aidil house there. nxt, we went to a lan shop at taman jurong. first time tried dota. so fun can ? LOL. but i till own badly by the AI. lol. haha. i noob siak. -.- then, me and zhengwei went off. he follow me took 243g then he took one big round home . Thanks luh dae. okok. continue. then, went home, onlined, then ate dinner. then went to gekpoh arcade to play lan. pro in dota lerh luh. zahh !! nxt time i am gonna own zhengwei and shah in dota man. hahahahaha. nxt, went home, online. and here i am. posting. Zahh !! LOL.
By the way guys, me and su qin break lerh. so pls dont mention her name in front of me , why ? becos i hate her to the core !!


Actually, what i would say is that, the decision is yours. but i do hope you would give me a chance.
No matter what, i will definitely stay by yourside and be through thick and thins with you.
Hope you would seriously consider it and give me a positive answer as soon as possible bah. :]

Dying Will Flame
11:42 PM;

Hi people . long time since i updated my blog. Here to update now ? Hehe.
By the way. I am attached to Yeow Su Qin. I Love Her. And for you guys de info.
I break with peiqi then i know suqin de. So don't anyhow say i flirter or what can ?
And currently i love Yeow Su Qin Laopo !!
Btw, theres currently one prob between me and laopo. We cant meet. But can msn or what lorh. but oso cannot sms. haix . hope she regain her freedom soon. but whatever it is, i am gonna wait for her derh.
I , Alan Yap Yi Loong , Swear to Lord Jesus that I will never betray my laopo and will wait for her no matter how long it takes. I am not gonna leave her no matter what. No matter what people say, I will still trust her the most. I LOVE LAOPO 1314 3344 :]


By the way. in the past, my shooting highest record was 480+ . Now i break it liao. Now 492. Woohoo . nxt on , 500 , then 510 , 520 , 530 , 540 , 550 , 560 , 570. And then gonna defeat the champion lawrence derh !!

And laopo . jiayou in your studies and oso jiayou in both of us persevering in our relationship. I believe this few weeks of waiting to see each other will eventually pay off. Jiayou in our relationship !! I LOVE YOU LAOPO !! <333

Posted By : AlanYap

Dying Will Flame
10:25 PM;